One of my friend thinks… ‘I love him naturally’….well, the other friend thinks ‘i’m still holding on to the past and I should let it go ‘..huh? tough choice
but doesn’t it always comes down to love ?? haha
I saw physical changes in Mr.Man,a little pounds heavier,beards on his face,he looked handsome as ever.
I have this notion that Mr.Man,really moved on and wouldn’t even consider ‘us’,it’s what my heart tells me really,more like a hunch,I’d really give anything though to know what he thinks.
I don’t know if you understand what i’m saying here,Mr.Man is this person I felt an immediate sense of familiarity with upon first meeting.Someone whose memories are so beautiful and intoxicating.
People in love are insane..haha,it’s true cause maybe i seem like a lunatic right now,but deep down I’m happy,happy that i’m capable of loving,happy that maybe,just maybe I know who the love of my life is,more like what you guys call a soulmate?,happy that my love is set free,happy that i have no regrets,hate or bad will,maybe just a bit jealous because love left me,but still happy i could love love at a distance.
see,you can love someone and not end up with them,but you can learn how to live with it.
As for me,I’m still hopeful that Mr.Man is paying attention… hahaha,love doesn’t mean a thing without a little faith.
I’m writing this listening to Big Naughty’s ‘Love Letter’ cause this feels like a goodbye but it’s bullshit !!.
yeah,I’ve made my choice,what’s wrong with that?